#2: I'm Back

I'm back.

Funnily enough, it's taken me over 3 months to fight through my anxiousness about writing on here. Re: my last post, I've had anxiety about writing about anxiety (among a whole slew of other things I want to talk about).

Do people want to read what I have to say? Is this all stupid? Vain even? In the grand scheme of things, does doing this make a difference? I often complain about how reliant we/I have become on social media, technology and the internet. Yet, here I am trying to express myself via my grievances.

I've spent a lot of time between the last post and this one imploring myself to ignore all the doubts and just do it. If I'm doing this for myself, with the hope of someone, anyone reading it, then it shouldn't matter if anyone actually does read it. Right?

Maybe it is silly, but maybe I also shouldn't care.

I originally had wanted this to be a place for me to share my personal experiences with mental health, being a brown woman etc. That has since felt to be too restricting. I want to talk about myself a little, but I mostly want to share my thoughts, or talk about things I've learned that I think you should learn too, and I also want to share what other people have to say. I have many ideas of where I want this to go, but as for now, I've decided it's going to be a free for all (refer to my list of interests in this posts thumbnail).

I really hope you follow along, I think it'll be a cool time. Document as much as I can until our inevitable forced acquiescence to the environment (yah I strongly believe in climate change, you should too).

Chandrika Manjunath Comment